But as he thought of it, as he narrowed down the true meanings of both phrases, he ultimately could not decide which of the two were more horrifying. Bokuto would've taken an hour. He eyed the blonde one for quite a while. Same old, same old. His movements were uncoordinated and slow, and the only sounds he could manage were meek and most of the time inaudible. "A-p-a-t-h-yk-u-n." Bokuto was close to saving the contact before Akaashi spoke up. "I don't Want you to Watch me decay. He reached his arm out and held his phone in front of Bokuto for him to type. It was small and measly, but there. Genres Fan FictionLGBTRomanceBoys LoveAnimeQueerManga 104 pages, ebook Published January 1, 2015 Book details & editions "I'm already in Death row. Bokuto has round, golden-colored eyes and spiky white-grey hair with black streaks; certain sections of it are done up as if to vaguely conform to that of an animal, strongly amplifying the uncanny resemblance he bears to a horned owl. My friend is." In another life // Bokuaka - 11 - Wattpad Bokuto gave him a look that could only be read as, "I am, aren't I?". A hand reached up to push through his own messy locks. jackie robinson life and legacy. "Yeah, I'm-," He turned his head, "Is there someone in there?" After several seconds, he'd returned to see that Bokuto had changed his position in bed entirely. "You tremble when it's seventy degrees in the room. "Don't call me that." He carried a look on his face that made him seem more sinister than sincere, and his eyes flitted from Kenma to Akaashi, and then back to Kenma. He kept his weary yellow eyes on Akaashi, waiting for him to nod. It was very unsettling. Are you busy?". "I'll show you." Akaashi groaned softly and covered his face. Wincing, Akaashi turned his head away. by postingAO3stories. The light that came from outside reflected off of Bokuto's teardrops, lighting his face up in the most gentle of ways. A trembling, tender laugh escaped Akaashi. Work Search: ", "Because it's three in the morning and I want to fit some sleep into my schedule. He feared he wouldn't be able to pull himself out of this state, but then it occurred to him that he was not alone in this. He was trying to, he truly was, but he just couldn't. He slowly lowered his head and folded his arms. "Relax." He paused for a moment, then spoke up again. It took some time, but he finally answered. But most of the time, he only sat there and continued to watch nothing. Bokuto blinked slowly. You've got all the right to sleep". He was slow to speak up again, but did either way. Though Bokuto's speaking skills weren't as good as they used to be, he was still the more talkative one out of the two. Sho | Ghibli Wiki | Fandom No one was bothered by him, so there he stood. Confused, Bokuto glanced over at him. He pulled and tugged at them restlessly. "How insensitive of me" He furrowed his brow, mentally scolding himself. I can.. B-arely speak. "There's something about Bokuto that doesn't sit well with me. Shut him out, don't let him in. He took in a slow, deep breath and closed his eyes, and his eyebrows knit together for only a second. Relaxing his head against the crook of Bokuto's neck, Akaashi blinked wearily and stared off into the distance. Thin lips pressed into an even thinner line. "Is there something wrong with him? "Just breathe with me.". You don't look like shit." At least I'm not the only one now. "You can sit anywhere." This is one of the best fics, no, pieces of writing full stop that I've ever read! Akaashi would answer his questions coldly, with little to no emotion, but Bokuto would cherish these answers and retort with excitement in his tone. He rubbed the back of his neck. Ahhhh I know you didn't tell me to send a video, but, I'm not someone who follows rules." But as he thought of it, he figured he couldn't be blamed for it. And at such an early damn age, too?" "Do you still think that you are the best?" His undivided attention was on Bokuto. Dissociative disorders - Symptoms and causes - Mayo Clinic - Mayo Clinic He turned to look at Akaashi. He whispered the words. His voice was solemn. Akaashi realized that those smiles he'd seen before were smiles of denial forced grins that tried desperately to trick Bokuto into thinking that everything would be fine. Akaashi stared at the text message and let out a shaking sigh. A genuine expression made its home on Akaashi's features, and a hand reached up to push through his raven locks. He pressed pause on his PSP and tapped one end of it against his open palm. He stared down at the screen, his brow furrowing slightly. The words were barely a whisper, and they came without warning. I've realized that I don't want to come here anymore. Bokuto's head lolled to the side, directing his attention back to the movie. Pressing his lips into a thin slab of a line, Akaashi shook his head once more. Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. People with dissociative disorders escape reality in ways that are involuntary and unhealthy and cause problems with functioning in everyday life. Quietly, he contemplated on whether he wanted to respond or not. "Do you think you can toss to me?". "Fucking bullshit." "What?". ], [I see. "Impressive." That night was no different as Akaashi repeated this action for the twentieth time that day, his thumb scrolling up and down for minutes on end until he finally came to a stop. "I spiked it perfectly just now! "You've been shivering. Then I'll have to walk you to the hospital before the doctors find out you're missing and lose their minds. He wanted to know if it was real or not. He chuckles. He glowered at nothing in particular. He could feel the ignorance emanating off of Bokuto's text messages. I'll be sure to bring my laptop when I visit. "Of course I don't. "Hi." He leaned into his touch, and his vision began to fade, his eyes welling with tears. Akaashi lifted his head and looked to his side. In seconds, his hand was calm again. "This is Kuroo, a close friend of mine. "It's freezing." I know a gymnasium we can go to], [Is that too long a wait? Kuroo echoed the words in agreement. to watch kuroo slowly die was a kind of pain i didn't know existed. Not after this. He turned around. Was he just playing the fool after all? Create an account to follow your favorite communities and start taking part in conversations. "How many words are there? Akaashi shoved his visitor lightly. He whispered softly, his voice shaking in his throat. From the background of the video, a low voice could be heard. He approached his bedside silently. "They used to play volleyball together. as well as Obeying with hesitance, Bokuto shifted towards Akaashi and lay against him, fitting into the curve of his arm. He tossed the navy blue one to Bokuto, remembering how fond he was of it the last time he'd come over. Did you just Say that to yourself?". From: Kuroo (Sent January 31st at 2:25 PM), [Things could be better. Another person walked by at a gradual pace at first, then slowed progressively as they drew near. by | Jun 30, 2022 | niebaum coppola family select | brian allen rams high school | Jun 30, 2022 | niebaum coppola family select | brian allen rams high school Akaashi had nothing else to say. He smiled down at him. Akaashi almost smiled. "Yes." by hatsumix. His laughter died down along with Akaashi's. "Nice to meet you, Akaashi. "Why do you watch me like that?" He'd brought along a volleyball of his own, just in case they weren't provided with any. He only sniffed on occasion, and shifted in place, but never did he say anything to oppose Akaashi's decision. If you ever interact with him in even the slightest, you'll be reminded of just how good a person he really is. Without a voice, Bokuto couldn't keep up a conversation as well as he used to, no matter how hard he tried. "I'm sorry. Bokuto smiled wide to those words. He started on his way without so much as a second glance in the other's direction. Bokuto gathered the navy blue blanket in his arms, and cautiously threw it around his shoulders. Akaashi nodded once, and that was all that Bokuto needed to hear before he ran off to retrieve the ball. He didn't wait for Kuroo to respond and glanced into Bokuto's room. This time, Kuroo was the one to grunt, the sound coming from deep within his chest. WE HAVE TO PLAY TOGETHER.]. Bokuto stuck his head out of the window slightly and kept it there as the snowflakes fell all around him. "Ah. Akaashi bounced the ball off the floor twice. He was now more curious than he'd ever been before. Akaashi knew that running probably wasn't the best thing that he should have been doing, but he said nothing about it. Not in the state that he was in. Akaashi set his phone down and leaned back slowly, resting the back of his head against his pillow. Akaashi turned his head slightly, his cheek gently resting on Bokuto's shoulder. It seemed more along the lines of an act of affection, or at least as affectionate as Kenma could get, which wasn't much. The cold was no longer a factor to Akaashi. a while back in the story when bokuto was still alive, he told akaashi that he hoped that in another life, he'd be able to find akaashi again so that they can be together forever, hence why he said "i found you" :((, So i think there r two possible meanings of the ending so. "How are you feeling, Koutarou?". In The Other Life - Chapter 1 - miyozun - Archive of Our Own " Is that why you came here? He pulled a mock cool expression, but this was cut short as someone else spoke up. All he could do was watch in muted anguish as Bokuto finally accepted what had become of his short lived life. His quiet chuckle was louder than Bokuto's wholehearted laugh. He took several steps back to prepare himself for the toss. Bokuto missed Akaashi's set twelve times. He kept his eyes on the screen. "It's your house. Akaashi kicked his legs out of bed with much effort and stood on his feet. Akaashi sat at the edge of Kuroo's bed, and he stared out the window without focus. In the past, he'd always get sort of tense and paranoid whenever a storm would pass over head, but that was kind of it. His answer was cold, but it did not seem to cut through the other's pleasant mood. Mental Illnesses of Haikyuu | Anime Amino "Likewise.". Looking up from the laptop screen, Bokuto directed his attention to Akaashi. He pressed his lips into a thin line and fell backwards on his bed.

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